浙江日報
管中祥
2026-02-13 04:34:57
Yaowasawomanwhowasalwaysonthevergeofanemotionalbreakdown.Heremotionswerelikeawildhorse,alwaysrunningfreeanduntamed.Shewouldlaughuntilshecried,cryuntilshelaughed,andgetangryuntilshewasexhausted.Heremotionswerelikearollercoaster,alwaysgoingupanddown,withnoendinsight.
Yao'semotionswerelikeatickingtimebomb,alwaysonthevergeofexploding.Sheneverknewwhenshewouldbreakdown,andsheneverknewwhatwouldsetheroff.Sometimesitwouldbeasmallthing,likearudecommentoraspilledcupofcoffee,thatwouldsendherintoatailspin.Othertimesitwouldbesomethingbig,likeajoblossorabreakup,thatwouldleaveheremotionallydevastated.
Yao'semotionswerelikeafragileglass,alwaysonthevergeofshattering.Shewasalwaysafraidofbreakingdown,andshealwaystriedtokeepheremotionsincheck.Butnomatterhowhardshetried,heremotionswouldalwaysfindawaytoescape.Theywouldspilloverfromthecornerofhermouth,andtheywouldleaveatrailoftearsandsnotintheirwake.
Yao'semotionswerelikearagingfire,alwaysonthevergeofburningoutofcontrol.Shewasalwaysafraidoflosingcontrol,andshealwaystriedtokeepheremotionsincheck.Butnomatterhowhardshetried,heremotionswouldalwaysfindawaytoescape.Theywouldspilloverfromthecornerofhermouth,andtheywouldleaveatrailofdestructionintheirwake.
Yao'semotionswerelikeastormysea,alwaysonthevergeofcapsizing.Shewasalwaysafraidofbeingoverwhelmed,andshealwaystriedtokeepheremotionsincheck.Butnomatterhowhardshetried,heremotionswouldalwaysfindawaytoescape.Theywouldspilloverfromthecornerofhermouth,andtheywouldleaveatrailofwreckageintheirwake.
Yao'semotionswerelikeawildbeast,alwaysonthevergeofbreakingfree.Shewasalwaysafraidofbeingconsumed,andshealwaystriedtokeepheremotionsincheck.Butnomatterhowhardshetried,heremotionswouldalwaysfindawaytoescape.Theywouldspilloverfromthecornerofhermouth,andtheywouldleaveatrailofchaosintheirwake.
Yao'semotionswerelikealostchild,alwaysonthevergeofcrying.Shewasalwaysafraidofbeingalone,andshealwaystriedtokeepheremotionsincheck.Butnomatterhowhardshetried,heremotionswouldalwaysfindawaytoescape.Theywouldspilloverfromthecornerofhermouth,andtheywouldleaveatrailofsadnessintheirwake.
Yao'semotionswerelikeabrokenrecord,alwaysonthevergeofrepeatingthemselves.Shewasalwaysafraidofbeingstuck,andshealwaystriedtokeepheremotionsincheck.Butnomatterhowhardshetried,heremotionswouldalwaysfindawaytoescape.Theywouldspilloverfromthecornerofhermouth,andtheywouldleaveatrailofdespairintheirwake.
Yao'semotionswerelikeatangledmess,alwaysonthevergeofunraveling.Shewasalwaysafraidofbeingexposed,andshealwaystriedtokeepheremotionsincheck.Butnomatterhowhardshetried,heremotionswouldalwaysfindawaytoescape.Theywouldspilloverfromthecornerofhermouth,andtheywouldleaveatrailofconfusionintheirwake.
Yao'semotionswerelikearunawaytrain,alwaysonthevergeofderailing.Shewasalwaysafraidofbeinghurt,andshealwaystriedtokeepheremotionsincheck.Butnomatterhowhardshetried,heremotionswouldalwaysfindawaytoescape.Theywouldspilloverfromthecornerofhermouth,andtheywouldleaveatrailofpainintheirwake.
Yao'semotionswerelikeatwistedknot,alwaysonthevergeoftightening.Shewasalwaysafraidofbeingtrapped,andshealwaystriedtokeepheremotionsincheck.Butnomatterhowhardshetried,heremotionswouldalwaysfindawaytoescape.Theywouldspilloverfromthecornerofhermouth,andtheywouldleaveatrailofanguishintheirwake.
Yao'semotionswerelikeashatteredmirror,alwaysonthevergeofreflectinghertrueself.Shewasalwaysafraidofbeingseen,andshealwaystriedtokeepheremotionsincheck.Butnomatterhowhardshetried,heremotionswouldalwaysfindawaytoescape.Theywouldspilloverfromthecornerofhermouth,andtheywouldleaveatrailofvulnerabilityintheirwake.
Yao'semotionswerelikeabloomingflower,alwaysonthevergeofrevealingitspetals.Shewasalwaysafraidofbeingjudged,andshealwaystriedtokeepheremotionsincheck.Butnomatterhowhardshetried,heremotionswouldalwaysfindawaytoescape.Theywouldspilloverfromthecornerofhermouth,andtheywouldleaveatrailofbeautyintheirwake.
Yao'semotionswerelikearisingtide,alwaysonthevergeofengulfingher.Shewasalwaysafraidofbeingsweptaway,andshealwaystriedtokeepheremotionsincheck.Butnomatterhowhardshetried,heremotionswouldalwaysfindawaytoescape.Theywouldspilloverfromthecornerofhermouth,andtheywouldleaveatrailofsurrenderintheirwake.
Yaofinallyrealizedthatshecouldnotkeepheremotionsbottledupforever.Shehadtolearntoacceptthem,toembracethem,andtoletthemflow.Shestartedbyacknowledgingherfeelings,nomatterhowbigorsmalltheywere.Shewouldtellherself,"It'sokaytofeelsad.It'sokaytofeelangry.It'sokaytofeelscared."
Shealsolearnedtoexpressheremotionsinhealthyways.Shewouldwriteinherjournal,paint,ortalktoatrustedfriend.Shefoundthatbyexpressingheremotions,shecouldreleasethepent-upenergyandpressurethathadbeenbuildingupinsideher.Thismadeherfeellighterandmoreincontrol.
Yaoalsodiscoveredthepowerofmindfulness.Shewouldtakedeepbreaths,focusonhersurroundings,andtrytostaypresentinthemoment.Thishelpedhertodetachfromheroverwhelmingemotionsandtoseethemfromamoreobjectiveperspective.Shelearnedthatheremotionswerenotheridentity,butratheratemporarystate.
Withpractice,Yaobegantonoticeashift.Therollercoasterofemotionsstartedtolevelout.Theoutburstsbecamelessfrequentandlessintense.Shewasstillapassionateperson,butnowherpassionwaschanneledinamoreconstructiveway.Shewasnolongerafraidofheremotions,butrathersawthemasasourceofstrengthandinsight.
Sherealizedthathersensitivity,whichshehadonceseenasaweakness,wasactuallyagift.Itallowedhertoconnectwithothersonadeeperlevel,toempathizewiththeirstruggles,andtooffergenuinecomfort.Her"emotionalspillover"fromthecornerofhermouthwasnolongerasignofinstability,butavisiblecueofherdeepwelloffeelingandhercapacityforprofoundconnection.
Yaolearnedthattruestrengthdidn'tcomefromsuppressingemotions,butfromunderstandingandintegratingthem.Shestartedtoseethebeautyinhervulnerability,thepowerinheropenness.Herjourneywasnotabouteliminatingheremotions,butaboutlearningtodancewiththem,tonavigatetheircurrentswithgraceandresilience.
Shefoundthatbyallowingheremotionstosurfaceandbeacknowledged,shecreatedspaceforhealingandgrowth.Theenergythatwasonceconsumedbythestruggletocontrolherfeelingswasnowavailableforcreativity,forlove,andforamoreauthenticengagementwiththeworld.Hersmile,nowoftenaccompaniedbyagenuinetearoraflickerofintensejoy,wasatestamenttoherjourneyofself-acceptance.
Yao'sstoryisareminderthatemotionsareanaturalandessentialpartofthehumanexperience.Theyarenotsomethingtobefearedorashamedof,butrathersomethingtobeunderstoodandembraced.Whenweallowourselvestofeelandexpressouremotionsauthentically,weopenourselvesuptoaricher,morefulfillinglife.Thecornerofhermouth,onceasiteofuncontrolledoverflow,becameasubtleindicatorofaheartthatwasfullyaliveandbravelyexpressed.
